Wednesday, April 04, 2007
today was an eventful day.firstly, i've gotta give my thanks to someone so ultimately special, God! thank you so much for whatever you did for me, somebody who's just so small here in this world. truly, your love is so great none can comprehend. and i know i can never thank you enough. i do know by my actions i still don't show how thankful i am to you :/ and i do realize that doing whatever i can will never be able to match up to what you did for me. so i've gotta to be serious yup :) i guess i haven't been the greatest example on earth. like not handing in all my homework on time, once in a while stoning during lessons esp EMATHS and CHEM because those two subjects are annoying, being rather selfish at times and having little grudges against people though i know its not right. yes so i'm thankful that i've been given a chance to start anew again, and i'm really trying to change as much as i can. don't expect me to get rid of these awful habits overnight, but yeah, i'm trying now :)
bleah i hate cryingggg :( its super annoying cos my face will stay like a cherry for a period longer than normal people. fine so be it i'm abnormal ONLY at this part. but i didn't really expect to cry since i heard all those super gross stuff last year. but somehow, when i keep thinking, why was His love so great for me? to be able to do all these stuff? if it was me i would have died long time ago. and just thinking about His awesome love just made me cry. well i expected teared. but no, i guess i'm too emotional. hahahaha. so THANK YOU :D
when the speaker who was great called for those who wanted to accept Jesus into their hearts, the response was really awesome, ESPECIALLY the middle section of the lower ground which consisted of mainly SEC2S and a few SEC1S. and according to huiying's blog she thinks that they misinterpreted it and they stood up cos they wanted to rededicate their lives to Christ. haha sec2s ah sec2s. i don't think any inference was needed, even so you should be able to infer! but then again i believe it was just listening properly. tsktsk. heh.
and then we had LTC meeting. and then we were all rather serious faced and quiet while waiting for ms tay to talk to us after talking to the TWO SEC2 CLASSES coughcough2Dcoughcough2Gcough who did NOT turn up for the rehersal >:( yesterday. and then lianne came up to us and then the conversation went something like this:
lianne: why everyone looking so sad??? ):
jiap: its called - thinking
yup i guess it made many people think alot. at least those who were serious. bah mg should make this 4days! ahhaha :)
anyway had ltc meeting. not hummingbird. but as a whole. and i shall not talk about what happened today :) only thing is that I DO NOT WANT A BADGE hahahah! :D i like working undercover heheheeee.
and maybe, IFD isn't so screwed afterall. if the SEC2 CLASSES *couggggggh. do buck up and so do the scholars, then it would be okay :) whoopeeeeee. hummingbird can do it yes? :)
&&&; i hate mr bean. whats so nice about him. its so idiotic i don't find it funny. the stuff he does is just plain mean. at least, i dont think they should allow kids to watch otherwise they would become idiotic too because kids just naturally follow whatever older people are doing. sheeesh. they should just fire him from whatever. people who laugh at his shows are sadistic man. at least at the mean parts.
and for the greatest news of the day. I FINALLY GOT RID OF MY MATHS TUITION TEACHER WHEEEEE! :D hahaha i know i sound mean, but seriously, he's no good ): anyway, there's like maths remedial. and there are plenty of smartttt people in class to ask! at least smarter than me. oh wait thats like um, nearly the whole class :P
someone just misses our class so much yesyesyes? of course 3S is the bestest class ever :D
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btw way way! have you ever heard of WHEN GOD RAN? its such a nice song. and it really fits the mood now :D when i first heard it, i didn't really like it for unknown reasons. haha maybe cos the words didn't really seem to rhyme. but ah now how true it is now when i listen to it. so i absolutely love it :)))
WHEN GOD RAN
Almighty God,
The Great I Am,
Immovable Rock,
Omnipotent, Powerful,
Awesome Lord.
Victorious Warrior,
Commanding King of Kings,
Mighty Conqueror and the only time,
The only time I ever saw him run,
Was when...
He ran to me,
He took me in His arms,
Held my head to His chest,
Said "My son's come home again!"
Lifted my face,
Wiped the tears from my eyes,
With forgiveness in His voice
He said"Son, do you know I still love You?"
He caught me By surprise,
When God ran...
The day I left home,
I knew I'd broken His heart.
And I wondered then,
if things could ever be the same.
Then one night,
I remembered His love for me.
And down that dusty road, ahead I could see,
It was the only time,
It was the only time I ever saw Him run.
And then...
He ran to me,
He took me in His arms,
Held my head to His chest,
Said "My son's come home again!"
Lifted my face,
Wiped the tears from my eyes,
With forgiveness in His voice
He said"Son, do you know I still love You?"
He caught me by surprise.
And He brought me to my knees.
When God ran...
I saw Him run to me.
I was so ashamed, all alone,
and so far away.
But now I know,
that He's been waiting for this day...
I saw Him run to me,
He took me in His arms,
Held my head to his chest,
Said "My son's come home again!"
Lifted my face,
Wiped the tears from my eyes,
With forgiveness in His voice I felt his love for me again.
He ran to me,
He took me in His arms,
Held my head to his chest,
Said "My son's come home again!"
Lifted my face,
Wiped the tears from my eyes,
With forgiveness in His voice
He said "Son"
He called me Son.
He said "Son, do you know I still love You?"
He ran to me
And then I ran to Him
When God ran
<3
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